Oh God.

It's christmas.
I was excited.
But I'm not anymore.



Fuuuuck that.

She was scared
Unprepared.
Lost in the dark.
Falling Apart,
I can survive,
With you by my side.
We're gonna be alright.
This is what happens when two worlds collide.

I can't read your mind

I need you to say it

Careful

I settled down
A twisted up frown
Disguised as a smile, well
You would have never known
I had it all but not what i wanted
'cause hope for me was a place uncharted
And overgrown

You make your way in
I resist you just like this
You can't tell me to feel
The truth never set me free
So i did it myself

You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach a little more

Open your eyes like i opened mine
It's only the real world
A life you will never know
Shifting your weight to throw off the pain
Well you can ignore it
But only for so long

You look like i did
You resist me just like this
You can't tell me to heal
And it hurts remembering how it felt to shut down

You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach a little more

The truth never set me free
The truth never set me free
The truth never set me free
So i'll do it myself

You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out
You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out more

More
More
More
More, more 

This is getting boring.

I'll probably only blog once a week from now on, maybe.
Watching Cinderella 2, she was prettier in the first one  :|
SINCE WHEN IS SHE A PRINCESS?!
Anyway.
Goodbye.

so it's 2 am.

and i'm still awake.
why? who knows.
ahh, i might go to bed soon. full week ahead of me :)
night night lovelies.

Oh the drama.

I lol at you.

Ohhhhhh dear. It's all out in the open now.

I know who you really are.

Desperate slut.

We're watching Harry Potter

AHHHMAHGADZ.

ungluedclothing.bigcartel.com

clothes coming soon.
very soon.
sort of.
(;

Sozatron.

I haven't been blogging.
Bye.

everything you touch turns to crap.

:@

shut the fuck up

before i tell you a secret that will rip you to fucking shreds.

Did I mention I have a thing for ranga's? (;

Fucking horrible.

 

The poor mother cat kept licking the kittens, hoping it would revive the kittens.

According to the family that adopted the stray cat, on the morning of the 11th when they heard the cat’s tragic cries, they rushed downstairs to discover this stray cat’s four kittens abused to death, and even placed in front of the mother cat. The kittens’ bodies were covered with bullet holes, with blood all over. One of the kittens had its neck tied with a rope and elongated, its chest cut open, heart exposed, while the other three kittens’ heads were stepped on.

I'm so angry, it's a fucking joke.

I've got nothing left to say.

Oh my god Thomas.

-dies-

You're stupid.

fuck you.
he doesn't deserve that.
why the flying fuck would you dump him, for his own brother?
you fucking heartless whore.

Had the weirdest dream last night..

It's kind of unexplainable.
But it was weird.
I'm not going to share it.
I will never make a Tumblr.
Way too much work.
I think I'll stick to blogspot.
It's 9:46am on a Thursday morning and I'm about to go to school.
Goodbye.

My god.

My dad is seriously, no joke, exactly like Charlie from Twilight.
Well, his personality anyway.

Oh spare me.

IT DOESN'T MEAN SHIT.

"scars are just remainders of what we have overcome in the past; if you were strong enough to overcome it, that makes you beautiful. imperfections and all."

Just got back from my cousins house.

It was fun at the end. The start? Not so much.
Good party though.

I know you're hurting and I wish I could fix it.

I just want you to be happy.

I really do.

I love you.

Oh jesus.

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. 

STOP FUCKING AROUND WITH HIS FEELINGS. 

HE DOESN'T DESERVE IT.

 JUST BREAK UP WITH HIM ALREADY.

I KNOW HE LOVES YOU BUT YOU DON'T LOVE HIM.

SO CUT HIM LOOSE.

HE'S GOT FRIENDS THAT'LL TAKE CARE OF HIM.

WE'RE SICK OF YOUR SHIT.

JUST FUCKING LEAVE.

We all love you Nick. Well. Except for her.

Goodnight,

I'm going to sleep.

I'm going to forget about you and your fucking dumb decisions.

Maybe you should get some sleep too.

Bec's place was good, but my ass got soaked.

Fucking trampoline.
This was written Friday night. Edited saturday morning. JFYI.

I'm thinking about it now.

WHY.WOULD.YOU.FUCKING.DO.IT.
WHY?! AFTER EVERYTHING HE DID, EVERYTHING HE SAID.
you're a shitfuck.

ksjdnfbhiuawarfhsufiovmraeghureg.
STUPID STUPID FUCK.

He doesn't love you.
He only loves himself.
He's also ugly.
You're ugly.
Hey, maybe you do deserve each other..

:)

NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU.

YOU SELFISH BITCH.

Why did you say I love you, if you knew it wouldn't last?

I'm listening to Bliss N Eso.
I think I'm in love.
Nope, no I'm not.
I do love them though.
I woke up like an hour ago.
I'm talking to Nick.
This is going to be a boring day.

<3

Oh sweet jesus

You just made the biggest mistake of your life today.
Fuck, I'm so angry. WHY WOULD YOU DO IT?!

Please stop

talking to me. It's freaking me out. I don't know you and you don't know me. So stop saying you love me.
This is directed to one person.

We all want something we can't have

We all want something else.

WE DON'T CARE.

Motivate me.

No communication.

Everywhere I go,
Everyone I meet,
Every time I try to fall in love,
They all wanna know why I'm so broken,
Why am I so cold?
Why I'm so hard inside?
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?
I don't even know.
This story's never had an end..
I've been waiting,
I've been searching,
I've been hoping,
I've been dreaming you would come back,
But I know the ending of this story
You're never coming back
Never.
Everywhere I go for the rest of my life,
Everyone that I love,
Everyone I care about,
They're all gonna wanna know what's wrong with me and I know what it is
I'm ending this right now..

You can tell me anything

Cause I can't read your mind.

There's no communication.

I can't read your mind.

I can't wait for you to understand..

If you just don't get it.

Quote of the day?

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lie so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together"

-Marilyn Monroe

It's too late for resuscitation.

Can't take away the pressure you make me feel.

Someone please get me this. I will love you forever. I am well aware that it's for men.
Thankyou.

You have no idea just how much I hate you.

What happened? We were like family. One day you decided to ignore me and grease me off every time you see me. SO guess what? I hope you choke on your food and die. I hope something terrible happens to you. I hope someone rips your insides out. I want to see you suffer. I haven't done shit to you. I want to see you beg for your life. Try and ruin my life, you can't. I'll squish you like the bug you are. Hate's a strong word but so is love. I used to love you, you were like my sister. It's all different now hey? You won't be able to go through school without me. Bitch bitch bitch, moan moan moan, no one gives a shit. No one. You think I have issues? Look in the fucking mirror. What happened to you? You selfish bitch, I hope you burn in hell. Nice rumor you started babe, nice. I cut myself in a bathtub? And fucked someone before that at a party? You're hilarious.
Whose the bitch? Oh I don't know. You are. My life's great, yours will be shit :]

I know you hate me, but you can't even begin to imagine how much I hate you. 


oh yeah, lol at your family falling apart. you deserved it, they didn't.

All I wanted was you.

So relieved. Couldn't put my lip-stud thing back on. but it's all good, i did it. :/

 

World's spinning 'round.
There's no sign of slowing down.
So won't you take a breath?

Stop hoping, Start believing

"You're a trainwreck, but I wouldn't love you if you changed."

Get creative lovah.

I love life.

"You had your dreams, I had mine.
You had your fears, I was fine.
You showed me what I couldn't find,
When two different worlds collide.

She was scared
Unprepared.
Lost in the dark.
Falling Apart,
I can survive,
With you by my side.
We're gonna be alright.
This is what happens when two worlds collide." 


 

You got nothin' on me

Now I know who you are
You got nothing on me, I see
I should've known it from the start
You got nothing on me
You can't tell me lies
Don't even try 'cause,
This is...
Goodbye to broken promises
Time to face your carelessness
Don't bore me with apologies
Or come back crawling on
your knees 

I hope you die

I'm so pissed off it's a joke.
I could strangle someone.



That is quite literally what I feel like right now.

Oh my fucking god.

I'm addicted to blogging. asdfghjkl;

This song keeps skipping straight to the next song half way through, if that makes sense.

Fuck.

This picture scares the shit out of me.

Who you are is everything I need

I'm hoping,I'm waiting,I'm praying you are the one

 

I fell in a perfect way

Hope; the feeling that what is wanted can be had or that events will turn out for the best

Dream; an aspiration; goal, aim

Wish; to want; desire; long for

Inspire; to fill with an animating, quickening, or exalting influence

Believe; to have confidence in the truth, the existence, or the reliability of something, although without absolute proof that one is right in doing so

Encourage; to inspire with the courage or confidence

It's life

You know what word I love? 

 inspire.

                                                             it's such a beautiful word.

Masquerade ~

Not everybody is always who you think they are, but when you see the real them, then it's your choice if you want them in your life. & make sure you feel like its the right choice. You don't ever wanna regret anything. 

Trying to find myself

I want to stop changing
I keep changing,I don't know why
Is it because I'm growing up?
I get caught up in stupid stuff,and people never let me live down my mistakes.
It bothers me that I'm completely defined from the things I've done in the past.
I think most people need to get over themselves.
I'm very opinionated, and I'm not as stupid as you think I am.
Sometimes the things I say get me in trouble.
Music is addictive,and it's a huge part of my life.
I've never been in love. Ever. I've said it before,but I don't think I've ever truly been in love.
I get over things pretty quickly,and I'm really into this thing called second chances.
I judge,but so do you.
I'm a pretty nice girl, but I can get really vicious really fast when you mess with my closest friends.
There's a few people that mean the world to me,and I don't know where I'd be without them.
I've had my issues in the past,and I've been through more than I'll ever let anyone know about.
I've cleaned up my act,and I think everyone else should get off my case.
I'm a genuinely happy person,unless you give me a reason not to be.
I'm incredibly fascinated with photos,and the things some people say really amaze me.
I know love exists,don't tell me it doesn't,I just haven't found it..I will one day.

"Your life plays out on the shadows of the wall
You turn the light on to erase it all
You wonder what it's like to not feel worthless
So open all the blinds and all the curtains"

I didn't wanna say "I'm Sorry" for breaking us apart.

I officially hate Plurk.
Other than that I'm really confused,I'm sitting at home because it's too hot.
Hot+Confused=Shit combo.

Finally we're getting somewhere

Finding out just who we really are.

You've got my world in your hands.

can't remember the last time i felt this way, it feels good.

Who are you when I'm gone?

i love life, and my best fran niklaz. i'm in laaaahv. love exists, don't tell me it doesn't. you can say what you want, but it's only getting better.

"it's not about where you go when you die...it's that moment in life when you actually feel alive."

Supernatural

You wouldn't understand, and I could never make you understand. So I am sorry.

Oh god.

Ok, nevermind I think I know what I'm doing :)