Natalie.

I miss you. So much.
I need you now more than ever, but you're not here.
You're gone. And I get that, but I just need someone to talk to.
And you're the only person that I actually really trust.
I hope you're listening.
Well, today was good.
But now I feel shit.
I have issues, I know.
But whatever. I felt the need to post a blog about you.
I love you, Nat.
You'll always be my best friend. No matter what. No one could ever take your place.

Who I Am.

i'm mandy. i never do what i'm told. i'm reckless. i act like i don't care about things, but i doubt you'll ever meet a girl who cares more than i do. i can't be what you want, but i can be who i am. if those two things go hand in hand, so be it. i go on random tangents sometimes. my friends mean the world to me. i tend to push people away, although i try not to. i love music, my favorite song changes every hour. i love love. i'm a typical girl. i want to inspire someone. sweep me off my feet, i dare you.

I'm Sorry

That I have trust issues.
You can blame it on a guy that I liked in year 8.
I'll tell you about it, yeah?
Well, I liked him.
A lot. AND everyone thought he liked me too.
It was pretty fucking obvious.
Someone told him I liked him, and you know what he said?
'She's so young.'
and
'I don't want to ruin our friendship.'
And from that day on, I've never been the same.
I now have trust issues. I'm nervous around guys. I can't tell if guys like me or not.
I'm ruined. For life. And it's all his fault.
It fucking sucks.

Fucker.




Fuck you, if you think there's an age barrier for love. You're never too young to do anything.
Just because you're young, doesn't mean you don't know what love is.
AND fuck you if you're going to use age as an excuse.

FOR FUCKS SAKE.

MAKE UP YOUR MIND.

FUCKER.

Oh God.

It's christmas.
I was excited.
But I'm not anymore.



Fuuuuck that.

She was scared
Unprepared.
Lost in the dark.
Falling Apart,
I can survive,
With you by my side.
We're gonna be alright.
This is what happens when two worlds collide.

I can't read your mind

I need you to say it