Who I Am.

i'm mandy. i never do what i'm told. i'm reckless. i act like i don't care about things, but i doubt you'll ever meet a girl who cares more than i do. i can't be what you want, but i can be who i am. if those two things go hand in hand, so be it. i go on random tangents sometimes. my friends mean the world to me. i tend to push people away, although i try not to. i love music, my favorite song changes every hour. i love love. i'm a typical girl. i want to inspire someone. sweep me off my feet, i dare you.

I'm Sorry

That I have trust issues.
You can blame it on a guy that I liked in year 8.
I'll tell you about it, yeah?
Well, I liked him.
A lot. AND everyone thought he liked me too.
It was pretty fucking obvious.
Someone told him I liked him, and you know what he said?
'She's so young.'
and
'I don't want to ruin our friendship.'
And from that day on, I've never been the same.
I now have trust issues. I'm nervous around guys. I can't tell if guys like me or not.
I'm ruined. For life. And it's all his fault.
It fucking sucks.

Fucker.




Fuck you, if you think there's an age barrier for love. You're never too young to do anything.
Just because you're young, doesn't mean you don't know what love is.
AND fuck you if you're going to use age as an excuse.

FOR FUCKS SAKE.

MAKE UP YOUR MIND.

FUCKER.

Oh God.

It's christmas.
I was excited.
But I'm not anymore.



Fuuuuck that.

She was scared
Unprepared.
Lost in the dark.
Falling Apart,
I can survive,
With you by my side.
We're gonna be alright.
This is what happens when two worlds collide.

I can't read your mind

I need you to say it

Careful

I settled down
A twisted up frown
Disguised as a smile, well
You would have never known
I had it all but not what i wanted
'cause hope for me was a place uncharted
And overgrown

You make your way in
I resist you just like this
You can't tell me to feel
The truth never set me free
So i did it myself

You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach a little more

Open your eyes like i opened mine
It's only the real world
A life you will never know
Shifting your weight to throw off the pain
Well you can ignore it
But only for so long

You look like i did
You resist me just like this
You can't tell me to heal
And it hurts remembering how it felt to shut down

You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach a little more

The truth never set me free
The truth never set me free
The truth never set me free
So i'll do it myself

You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out
You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out more

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